I am weak, Yes I am

I went back from school hoping that if I login the Blink will still be there. Since, I went home early I went to the computer shop and play. While playing, I saw the race chat and Lee was shouting that Szantino will be helping us to kill the Blink.

So, I went to the area where the Blink was. I saw the Blink and as the description of Lee, it really looked like a calamares. I saw its damage to one of my shopmates. Shockingly, the damage was 30000+. I was really shocked that I had to quit because of it.

I know I became a coward at that time but not really a coward. Why? Because for me to be courage is to know to make decisions that could really help, and not to be dumb to kill yourself.

But seconds after I logout, the Blink was about to die. I know I made a really risky decision. But I know I will be useless there, I am a Soul Chandra, I am worthless if I don’t support anyone. Lastly I would like to say this, I am strong when I make someone strong and not if I make myself strong.