thank you, level up games.

Today, I was planning to know who where the winners for last week. So, I went to rfonline.ph and looked for the winners. Luckily, I won. :)

I would like to thank Level Up Games Inc. for the prize. You know it is nice because I think this is one of the five memorable birthday gifts I have. I hope that you will continue to be the same as always. I would also like to thank the people who was behind this event, GM Gaea, GM Varahnite, GM Mimi, [VGD]Calliope and others.

I would like also to thank my gang (Tribo`Zambo), for making Sunday a day that I will not forget. Special mention to the LOL family. I would like to thank Red a.k.a Lolme for his gift of 25 pieces mercy, Lolzinc for waking me up before classes, and lastly Loljigz a.k.a. Russian817 in Praxis for piloting my account while I was busy.

Again, hugs and kisses for Level Up Games. More power, good luck to every thing that you will plan and may Allah guide you always.

yeah, this is life...

It was last Friday when I last updated this blog. After Friday I was so busy IRL. First, I had a birthday bash on Saturday up to Sunday. Then I had attended the mass for our class in Monday. Tuesday seemed like a day to rest but tomorrow will be the most tiring of all, the Intramurals.

As for the IGN life, I asked Bogitz to play my Lolsab for a while. I even asked him to upgrade some stuff. I actually don’t even know what happened with them (Gosh! I think I really need to open my Lolsab).

For now, I think I can’t open my account because I am using the server of the shop. If I will be playing here there will be a big chance that the other computers might hang. So, I think I will be playing and be back playing tomorrow.

my soulchandra [irl experience pt II]

Before anything else, I would like to clarify that the girl in the picture is not my girlfriend. She is my best friend. Second, she has a boyfriend. So, don’t waste your time asking me her number and stuff. Lastly, don’t read this post if you haven’t read the first part of the story yet.

She suggested that I should follow what my heart says. She said that I could choose anything and she assured that she would always be two steps behind me. She then just pinched my face and said it again. Then we laughed until I decided to go home.

While walking out of the campus, I decided that I should walk my way home. Since our house is just nearby, I decided to this but along the way some computer shops were on sight. Temptations, they are temptations to me, because if I will play then I will be committed to it. I wasn’t to play yet since I still didn’t choose between it and my studies.

As I arrived from home, I derived something that is really very interesting. I derived a question from realizing every fact that is involved in both sides. That question is this: “what weighs more, happiness of others or happiness of self?”.

This question questioned my mind the first night I asked it to myself. Confused and sleepy, I asked it to my friends who are playing and most of them said that happiness of others is really important. They said such because they say that if we make someone happy then we also make ourselves happy.

The same question I asked to my best friend, and she answered to me that she will choose the happiness of self. She said this so, because she said that whatever you do, you can never make anyone happy when you are not happy.

I quitted the game actually while making this decision, but my grades wasn’t going up. The only grade that was going up was geometry and the others were not. I wasn’t taking any commitments or any serious things. I was just hoping that I could really make a decision fast.

So, one day, I went to class, and decided that I would…

[Think you know what is my decision? Hmmmm, let us see in part III]

we stand alone together

Before I slept last night, I was thinking of writing a poem about Soul Chandras. So, I decided that I to write one. Actually, the poem is about how weak and how strong a Soul Chandra could be.

Let me be in your shoes
The shoes that is never there to kill
The shoes that fits no one but you
Dying with roses and graces is hi lifeless wish

Punish yourself and bleed as a sacrifice
He will be at your back healing you
Along with his frosted chains
The dark red eyes of greed will make you lives to live

His hands of graces and blessings
Aren’t favored with keens and guards
All it has is nothing but restoration
All making the unfaithful fall to nothing but darkness

Yes you are the one who makes me strong
In your veins I run my blood of hatred
But you cleanse it with your holy force
I know were both weak but both of us made our selves strong

I hope the readers could reflect with the poem. Especially for those who think they are weak. Everyone is strong because there is something or someone that makes you strong.

I am weak, Yes I am

I went back from school hoping that if I login the Blink will still be there. Since, I went home early I went to the computer shop and play. While playing, I saw the race chat and Lee was shouting that Szantino will be helping us to kill the Blink.

So, I went to the area where the Blink was. I saw the Blink and as the description of Lee, it really looked like a calamares. I saw its damage to one of my shopmates. Shockingly, the damage was 30000+. I was really shocked that I had to quit because of it.

I know I became a coward at that time but not really a coward. Why? Because for me to be courage is to know to make decisions that could really help, and not to be dumb to kill yourself.

But seconds after I logout, the Blink was about to die. I know I made a really risky decision. But I know I will be useless there, I am a Soul Chandra, I am worthless if I don’t support anyone. Lastly I would like to say this, I am strong when I make someone strong and not if I make myself strong.

remembering CUS2, part 3: the rematch

I would like to make an announcement. Since, this is a blog, some of my friends commented that I should make the journal type of post when posting. So, I decided that I should post this last part of the CUS II story as a journal.

At the end of part II, John said that we should have our vengeance. So, as we were eating the free merienda, we were planning. We decided for a new plan, since we are facing the first team we battle with. We decided to have a new plan because we think that our first plan will not work.

As Varahnite said go, we were in. we went with our strategy but somewhat, some of us were confused. Instead of going with the destroyer they went to kill the shielders. We were doing this until one by one we fell down.

For the second round we did the same strategy, but this time it went clean. No one was down neither was hurt. We had a clean win.

The last round, the deciding final round, was really making me nervous. Again, Varahnite said go, and we went to hunt for their destroyer. Now their launcher went behind our back and killed our mages. Sadly, we lost.

After the grief, and everything that followed, Gaea went to us. He said this lines to John: “magaling kayo, kulang lang sa experience.”

Hearing these words, my mind tried to smile and whispered to my ears. My mind whispered to myself that there is a next time and it that next time we will win.

The Blink

The blink will rise again. But I have two really curious questions that I have in mind, first is what in the name of halostone is the blink? Second, is why will it be summoned in all servers?

Thinking of these questions, I think I should login if it will be summoned later this afternoon. I hope that LUG won’t summon the Blink until 4:00 pm so that the students who play can participate in the event.

Another event that is in connection of this, there will be also the return of the Soul Cinder. I hope that this time we could kill the Soul Cinder in Altrax.

Anyways, so much for the announcement, I think I will be late for school already. Good luck to those who will participate and a good day to everyone.

paranoia [irl expirience pt I]

First of all, I would like to announce that I would not be able to play RF that much for this week. I won’t be able to play because I will be really, really busy for this week (not to mention that my birthday will be this Saturday). But I will try my best to log in Lolsab during the time that he will be needed. As for now, I will post a three-part story about my life as a pilot, player, student, and as a son.

It was December last year when I decided to resurrect the “dead” Lolsab. During that time, we were in the middle of the production of our musical play. During that time also, I was paranoid of what I will do with Lolsab. I was paranoid with what I will do with my character, I was asking if I will be dedicating time with it, and also thinking if what well be its consequences. I asked and asked and asked, until.

Early January, the next year, the musical play was done and I wasn’t playing with Lolsab during that time. Then, Saturday came, I got a hundred pesos given by my mom as a prize for the successful musical play we had. So, I decided to buy a 100 pesos card.

I played and played the while week not even being conscious that I have class during that week. I even had a time that I slept at 3:00 am because of playing and playing. Until one day my mom talked to me. She told me that she is not paying my tuition just to sleep in class and also to cut class.

Realizing what she said I again lay-low on playing but for just a week. But when I play, I was this “good boy” type of player. I only played after chip wars and until my mom will ask me to go home. During this time, I never realized a side effect it could make, until I received my report card.

I received my card sometime February, I was surprised to see line of sevens in my card. I shared it with my best friend and this are the exact words she said: “Ben, stop ka muna mag-laro, fourth quarter na, serious mode muna.”

Hearing those words, I had again the paranoia I had during December. I had made the risk and I know it was really risky. Now I have to make a decision: to quit or to fail. I don’t know what to answer until my best suggested…

[STOP! Don’t worry there will be a part II]

another set of winners.

Hehehe. Again, I say congratulations to the winners. I hope that you will win again next time. As for me, I will just continue with updating this blog. I hope that next time, someone will make me win. ^_^

gm healing, thanks ibex.

Ibex a friend of mine, decided to lay-low in rf. he decided that he won't play as the same as he did last summer. So, "pinahiram" niya sa akin ang kanyang healing. He decided that since he won't play a lot that he lend me his healing.

I am thankful that he lent me his healing, because it is a great help for me. It is a great help because I will use it as my "pots" kasi mas tipid.

hehehe.

ibex ty sa heal!!! i owe you one!!! mwah!!!

the fun of pt grinding.

I went home from school and went to our shop. While in the shop, I decided to pt grind. It was really tiring to pt grind especially when it is "lag". It was really lag, so the "kuto" started to feast in my character's body while he was dying.

So, I decided to go home and grind my mind. Test ko pala sa trigo bukas. :D

Good luck to me nalang.,

magna carta v6 implementation

As I was roaming early this morning, the Vgds started to race chat about the implementation of Magna Carta v6. In other words things would be more strict, actions would be seriously done, and complains would be taken seriously.

Para sa lahat, basahin niyo nalang ang magna carta v6.

Read it if you don’t want to be banned because of things you don’t know is wrong. Also remember what [vgd]calliope says on her sig : ignorance to the law excuses no one.

magna carta v6 <- read this

JOHNNY! CB AGEN!

As i was sleeping last night, I wanted to know what would happen during the 5am CW. Unforunately, I was sleeping during that time. So, when I woke up at 9am I went to the shop and asked questions about the 5am CW. Then, they shouted in my face that JohnnyBravo is the CB again.

For the fifth time, Johnny became the CB. Well, that means that "malakas talaga chamba niya".

Anyways, I would like to congratulate the Bellato race for a job well done for this week's chip wars and to Johnnybravo for becoming the CB again.

johnny! galing talaga! balato ko wak mo kalimutan!

this is elan. the real elan.

Kakagaling ko kanina galing sa school and this is what i see.......

Spooky? Scary?

For me this is the real Elan and Elan was made for this.

loving the hsk!

I wasn't able to log in during the CW earlier, but I managed to have a look at the CW while melol was playing. I watched as they push along the accretians and try to make the last hit on the chip. The CW was running for about 22mins when the CCC reached 12% then melol decided to go and head hit the chip. Luckily, we won, thanks to NoPity's KyokoNabiki for managing to hit that last hit.

After this, I went in front of the computer and played my account. Obliviously, I opened my account to mine and kiss the HSK for giving me plenty of ores.:) Then, of course, I also have congratulated Kyoko for being the CB.

KYOKO! CONGRATULATIONS! BALATO KO! WAK MO KALIMUTAN!

Screenshot by: lolsab

remembering CUS2, part 2: no pity shown no pity

"LOL" we shouted "makabili nga muna ng mineral water"

"ok now, I will be drawing for our first raffle winner." Gaea said "the lucky winner is LoLsab"

"yeessssssssssssss!!" I shouted "ay 10 sets lang nalang elite gems T_T"

"congratulations for winning" gaea said "you're really lucky"

"thank you po" I answered "cute ako :)"

"wahahha" laughed Gaea


After receiving the said prize, I then thought of what will happen next. Inisip ko kung sino ang makakalaban namin for the next match. So, again john went back inside and drew our next opponent.

"Hindi ako bubunot" John said "Whoever will be our opponent be our opponent"

"huh?" we then reacted "seryoso ka?"

"oo" john said "seryosong seryoso"

"now, for our first match......tear here vs the finest accretian team (won the losers bracket to get back)" gaea shouted "and.."

"what the " we shouted "kalaban natin sila"

"second match is zambo alliance vs no pity" gaea said in the mic "good luck everyone"

"nek nek, loko ka talaga john" aries said "hayz, problema nanaman eto"

"malas talaga" john said "errr"

We were planing and planing and planing our strategy for the next match. Until we saw sir Gaea.

"Sir, tulungan niyo naman kami" I said "level 50 nasa kanila"

"Don't worry" Gaea said "Kaya niyo yan, trust in yourself"

I then sat back and had a realization on what he said. Then, we were asked to go inside to have the match.

"Round one will start, in three, two, one" Varhanite said "Go!"

"Sige pasok!" Tinoy said "San na sila?"

"Caster first!" someone shouted from their team "Pilayin na natin sila"

Hearing this I became nervous, because I am a caster. I ran to the left then to the right then I dropped dead.

"Ok, round one goes to the corites"Gaea said "Lets proceed to round two"

"Focus guys, focus" Bogitz said "Kaya natin to"

"Caster first!!!" again they shouted "Patay na to"

"Walang atrasan" Tinoy said "FF lang"

One then two of them fell down, but still they had the positive attitude and managed to kill us all.

"Hayz tumba pa" I said "Kainis"

"Sorry" one said "Kailangan lang namin talagang gawin iyon"

I looked and saw lady calandria with a smile. Humbly, I shooked her hand and said :

"ok lang" I said "alam ko kailangan niyo ring manalo"

"last match, battle of the losers" Gaea said "and this is for the third place................"

"babawi na tayo" John said

congrats to the winners.

Uhmmm, although "nakalaban" ko sila in the blog contest, I would like to congratulate them from winning this event. Not to be in sour-graping but I think and know that I don't stand a chance with those whose name are posted above. I know that they are really serious in doing their blogs unlike me that needs to balance everything-from studies to rf online to blogs to our computer shop.

Some people, I repeat some, might say that this is a "whining post". That this is post is about me being a cry baby, but I posted this post with all the sincerity in my heart to congratulate the winners.

Again, to the winners, congratulations. As for me, I would do in all of my abilities to update, make better, and hopefully make this blog win. :)

screenshot taken from rfonline.ph

the difference between the two: lolsab strailyt and benn degusman

Waaaaa, boring nanaman ang computer class namin. Good thing "legal" ang blogs sa school, so I am able to make this post...

This post is about the difference between lolsab, my character, and benn, me. I just want to share to you, whoever you are the difference between him and me. Also, I want to post this because I would like to serve this as a mirror to what I am IRL and in game.

I would like to share to you first the "unposted" character profile of lolsab.

Full name: Lolsab Strailyt

Class: soul chandra

Race: bellato

Alignment: neutral

Size: small

Age: 20

Gender: male

Other characteristics.

Loyalty: 5

Questionable loyalty has already jumped from 5 different guilds [tribozambo-heroes-spells-revolution-nopity]. Now desperately trying to have that certain loyalty. But as for the federation he serves his loyalty up to his death.

Social: 7

Tries to get peoples attention. Always smiles, and tries to help the “lowbies”.

Material: 6

Loves his staff more than anything else. That’s the only material possession that his father has given to him.

Religious: 9

He is part of the holy family of soul chandras. In other words, since birth he was enlightened to the life of being a religious person.

Disposition: 7

Easy to smile, easy to laugh. Always cheerful especially when something really, really funny happens around the HQ.

Beliefs:

1.he is born a soul chandra and if he dies because of it he dies with honor.

2.he believes that a perfect race is equals to a perfect team.

3.he believes that there is this certain secret power that is inside a chandra.

4.lastly, he believes that to support a player is same as fighting before him.

Peeves:

Since he is a very neutral guy, the only thing that peeves him is nothing but a very funny joke.

Serious hate:

He really hates bossy people around the HQ. Away the HQ, he hates nothing but the corites and accretian that blocks his way when leveling up.

Fear:

He fears to be alone; he doesn’t want to be alone in the HQ. He fears being alone because he knows he can’t protect himself from danger. Also she fears to fail anyone that he supports during chip wars and raids.

Must:

lolsab must always be the supporter that everyone wants of him everyday. In other words, lolsab is like a puppet, he must obey what you want. But even though he has thinks of this as his way of living, he becomes angry when others force something he cannot do to him.

Long-term goal:

three words: best chandra ever.

Now, if you don’t mind compare it to my profile:

Full name: Benn Degusman

Class: a professional student

Race: homo homo sapiens/ the human race

Alignment: silently neutral

Size: average

Age: 14 [soon to be 15 in the 28^th]

Gender: male

Other characteristics:

Loyalty: 10

Needless to say, I am loyal to my class/barkada the igis fam.

Social: 4

I have a very low self-esteem, I tend to be insecure at times, and also I think low of myself. Those are the three reasons why I don’t want to socialize that much.

Material: 4

Although armed with tons of gadgets and stuffs alike, he doesn’t let it control over him.

Religous:5

A dedicated Muslim but doesn’t pray a lot.

Disposition: 5

Silent, you can see me smile or even grin but it is always temporary.

Beliefs:

1. Man is free but never should he be bound by his instinct
2. Man is suppose to be the ideal man he is
3. Man is to be man and to be man is to be wrong

-Morality class

Peeves:

The only thing that makes me move my disposition is my best friend, Rhea and my crush, Twinx.

Serious hate:

I honestly hate physics. [So confusing]

Fear:

The only fear I have now is being not able to graduate in high school.

Must:

One word: study.

Long-term goal:

To be the ever-successful lawyer that I want myself to be; a dream never to come true

Notice some difference? Hehe. J just comment it, I would be more pleased rather than angry.

remembering CUS2 zamboanga: the city under sweat part 1

I woke up 8 in the morning, just to hear some of my noisy shop mates. They were howling, shouting, and was very noisy.

"maingay talaga kayo!" I shouted in a loud voice "distorbo kayo, kita niyo tulog pa ako."

"urur!" rj shouted "ginising ka lang namin. CUS2 na"

"ay, uu nga pala" I answered

then I went back in the room, and lie down in the bed. I thought of what we will do and the "strategy".

"Hoy! Maligo na kayo!" my mom shouted "hindi ba CUS2 niyo ngayon!?!"

"Ma, alam niyo?" Omar answered

"siyempre!" my mom answered "galingan niyo, birthday mo pa naman bukas"

"alangan! This is for the pride of the Philippines and Altrax" RJ shouted

"MONGGO GAUT!" everyone shouted

then everyone continued 0n playing dota while waiting for bogitz. While waiting for him the others came to assemble.

"Andito na ba lahat?" I asked while looking at their faces

"hindi pa, wala pa si bogitz." answered tinoy

then I heard the broom of a motorcycle, it was bogitz with his bloody red Honda wave with the lycan mark.

"Ano man punta na?" bogitz asked

"lol, kaw nalang hinihintay" john answered "punta na tayo amie jay!!!"

Then we went to the war ground, amie jay, there were six teams, two bellato teams, two accretian teams, and two corite teams. But with this six teams, the eyes were all at the corite team headed by lady calandria.

"Nakakatakot naman yung isang un" said Aries "level 50 summoner na level 50 Isis na plus 6 boots na perfect elems na plus four hora na...."

"Relax lang" we shouted "Kaya yan"

We were in high spirits going there, we played around with Gm Gaea, and talk with some of the people there.

"Now lets start the matches" gm gaea said "first match is zambo alliance vs emperor, second will be tear hear vs ... and last match will be no pity vs the finest accretian team in amiejay.

"Finest pala ha." I whispered in my mind "lets see kung mapapatumba niyo kami"

going to the match we argued on where to go, we argued about the pots, the skills, and everything else. But I did not forget to have a birds eye view on my teammates, swordsbie was there, lolzinc, Stephanie, aries18, Johnny bravo, lolme, lcpomsome, ravenx407, and flamevemi, were there.

"Lets start." gm varhanite said "in 3, 2, 1. Go!"

"Lets crack some skulls!" I shouted

then the accretian team tried to go and kill our bmau, lolme, which was an obvious mistake. They fell 1,2,3. 5 of them were left then they shouted ff Aries.

"Refresh lolsab!" aries shouted "refresh"

I was like a deaf dog during that time that I forgot that I was a soul chandra, so I didn't refresh him instead went to kill everyone that was around him.

"Ok, that’s the end of the last match in the first round" gm gaea said "the winner is team no pity"

"woooo, malapit na ako dun." said aries "parang naawa sa akin ang dodge god"

"oo nga!" tinoy said "umulan ng miss dun"

that was the end of the first round. I think I should cut this muna, and have the second round in another post.

:)

soldier's final notes.

Ending a November that is the sweetest of all months

Trying to go to a may which summer's scent smells the greatest

Putting out the December which is coldest of all

Letting go of the February that you said no

Going into a war with machines and force

Rain of blood along with the bullets of vulcans

Arrows going to the head of tin cans

Weakness casted to the hearts of the faithful ones

Remembering the times that you cured my scars

Remembering the times I have saved your life

Trying to realize the sadness, sorrow, and denial

Backed-up myself with nothing but my self

Developing nothing but anger in my heart

You have died and the others did to

Trying to save myself from an empire that has heart of steel

Saving myself from the unfaithfulness of an alliance of darkness

Lets die and dine in hell as the federation always did

-lolsab strailyt